I’m 30 years old and I’m married from 7 years. i have two kids – 2 and 4 years old. we loved each other with my husband and everything was perfect till I got pregnant.

Everything started to tease me, I felt very bad during the first weeks and the warst was that I still had to travel with public transport one hour every day.

For him the child in me was something abstract. I cot colder to himand after the birth of our seconf child I stopped wanting him as a man.

I didn’t waln to fulfil my duties as a wife and I couldn’t do so.I was tired of work, baby’s cries etc. He was liyng in front of the tv. My motherf was with me and was helping me.

Three years ago I cought him that he’s been with his former girlfriend. He apologised. But I couldn’t forgive.

Just before his birthday I went with the kids to the sea and I didn’t call him to wish him a happy birthday. I sent him a SMS. That very day he met a woman who obviously turned his head.

A month ago I told him that I want that problem solved. Us or her.

He sais that he would go to her because I offered nothing but he didn’t want to. I understood that I’ve olso made mistakes and that it’s worth to make a compromise even only because of our kids.

I wrote to Magda and she gave me a ritual for a second awakening of love. A week after this I started to desire him as a man and he forgot about the other one.

Milena Savova, Sofia